ππJUST FOR LOVEππ
(Love, why?)π₯
πSeason 2π
πΊ Chapter 34 πΊ
Zeemah writesπ ππ
πDan's POVπ
I stood up slowly and left their house in tears.
Maybe that's the end of our friendship... And also the end of my love for her.
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"Dan, Dan" Dad called as I walked past them to the stairs. I just got home after roaming the streets aimlessly. "What's wrong?" He asked. "I'll be fine, I just need some time alone" I said and started walking to my room, ignoring further calls.
I landed on my bed with a huff. I was laying chest up, facing the ceiling. I counted the lines back and forth severally but doing that did nothing to stop my tears.
I should go blind already, I cry too much.
She stopped our friendship when I planned on expressing my feelings to her. Well, who would be in her shoes and not behave that way. She lost her mother not long after she was born, she went mentally deranged at 16! And all this was caused by my family, my parents to be precise.
I was so foolish to expect that she's gonna accept me with open arms. What if I had been in her shoes? I know for sure that I wouldn't have ended our friendship, I wouldn't have allowed our parents past to disrupt anything between us but mind differs, she can't think the same way I do.
She has already gone through a lot at her age, and all of it started when she met me, when she accepted to be my friend! I shouldn't have started talking to her, I shouldn't have involved myself with her at the beginning cause now it's difficult for me to detach from her.
I can't be okay if she doesn't talk to me. I don't think I should give up yet, I should tell her the real story behind her mum's death. Liam probably cooked up some lies in the story. I can't give up on Anel yet, she has become part of my world and I think I love her.
I love her?
Is this how love is?
I believe Love can be destructive and can also be sweet. It caused destruction in our parents time and it's about to, in our own time but I'm not gonna allow it to. I'll make sure ours end sweetly.
Does she love me too?...Nah, she doesn't, she can't. Anel doesn't believe in love. But what if she does? What if she loves me too? Girls find it hard to resist my charm but Anel is far different from other girls.
Whatever the case may be, I'm ready to scale through, I should stop crying everytime like a baby.
I laid on my side and closed my eyes. I really need a good sleep.
πAnel's POVπ
"Did I told you I need to wipe my tears!" I yelled at Claire who was stretching a handkerchief to me. "I'm sorry" She said and walked away. I hissed.
I wiped my tears with my hands and then laid on the couch.
He didn't even visit me during my stay in the hospital. I missed him and I've been looking forward to seeing him the moment I returned from the hospital.
But what if he had visited me? I wouldn't have known cause I wasn't in my right senses.
I can't even believe I went deranged...at 16! That is the worst thing that has ever happened to me.
Continue Chapter 34...